Tonight I ran for twenty minutes again. It’s starting to become the same routine and I know I need to push myself forward. I need to start running for longer periods of time and taking longer walks in between. It’s going to be hard and I’m not going to want to do it but I have to. I don’t know when this will happen but it has to. I have absolutely no motivation to run anymore. I do not care for it. I just want to stop, but I know I shouldn’t. I feel so much better after I run. I have more energy to do things. I don’t feel like napping all the time. I like being active, but I just don’t have the time anymore. I don’t feel like putting in any effort.
All I want is for school to be over for the semester and then I can put more effort into running and being more active. School has taken over my life and so has working. I don’t know what I’m doing with my life at this point. College is flying by and I need to step up my game. I just need more motivation. I hope I can find it soon.
Tomorrow, I’m going to try to start to run more and start a new workout routine my brother made up for me. I hope this works. I better not have a ton of work to do for school cause that will ruin everything.
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